OK. Life is just a crap bag a times.
There are a few reasons for this at the present time:
1. S. just found out her company may cease to exsist in the comming month or two.
2. PKD rescheduled our talk twice this week, and we need to reschedule the reschedule.
3. The reason we need to reschedule is that S. has to work late (at a job she may no longer have in 2 weeks) and must work crazy hard on her homework this weekend. Did I mention before that S. works full time and goes to school?
4. The sperm bank called yesterday to reschedule our appointment this afternoon – for TUESDAY next week.
Is this a sign? all the resceduling?
5. S.’s Grandma got a mastectomy today
6. No one I know is happy right now
7. PKD is acting weird. We talked to PKD breifly last night. He was kinda like ‘ lets not make such a big deal about all the details. Just tell me what you want and I’ll do it.’
Our response to this is, what!?!
I don’t know what to say. I feel like he’s saying yeah, yeah, enough with the difficult conversations. Let move on. And I’m like WAIT, these are not unimportant details. I emailed him a short version of a contract, and we will talk about it tonight.
8. S. just called and said ‘I’m feeling over PKD, are you?’ and I kinda am.
9. Our little monster is sick, so we have not slept in 2 nights. Additionally he is throwing up on average, twice a day. Mostly on me or into my hands.
10. I feel depressed.
11. When your kid is sick you can’t go anywhere with anyone who has a kid, lest you become ‘typhiod ______’ insert your snot-nosed kids name here. This adds to an already nasty sense of isolation and impending madness.
dosmamas 
I am sending you a BIG hug! Sounds like you’ve had a really bad day.
Indeed, everyone is unhappy right now. February sucks ass. I have been trying to convince my kids (students) that things will get better. We do have vacation in a week, thank God.