the due date from our miscarriage pregnancy is approaching in a few weeks and i am surprised to find that i’m still sad about it. silly me. i thought being pregnant again would erase the whole debacle. nope. but it isn’t yucky sick to your stomach pain. it would be if we were not almost halfway (seriously?) through another pregnancy.
i know i will wonder, when we find out the sex of this baby, who the other baby would have been. i’m still mad that we didn’t have that baby. moreover i’m sad about how dramatically the miscarriage effected our experience of this pregnancy.