Ultrasound is at 1pm tomorrow, but if Dr. PSS is late (likely), and I do some stuff with LM (likely) then I won’t be home to post until the evening.
S feels like total shit today, which is good, we hope. She has constant poop issues, feels terrible all day, nauseated on and off, exhausted and crampy. She feels sick before eating and then sick after eating. Did you people feel super ill and then still miscarry? I think it might not matter, you know? I’m sure some people puke for a month and then their baby dies anyway, but we are hoping it is a sign of ever increasing hcg, and a happy blueberry. I am attempting to prepare myself for the worst without making myself ill and ruining my whole Sunday. I don’t want to be blindsided tomorrow. People, this better go well. I really need some good fucking news here, not okay news, not mostly good news and certainly not tragic deadbaby news.