This has not happened yet…the love. Somehow when S and I read that it was a blueberry, we became incredibly attached. We like fruit.
We started loving it yesterday, even though we might just be loving the ‘idea’ of it if it is not growing. Also S’s tummy kinda popped out a little yesterday. Rather suddenly. And that made us love it even more.
Today, my self protection is marching in to guard my heart. Little armies are constructing walls and moats and boiling the oil to pour on anyone who gets too close. Three days until the next ultrasound, but you won’t find any funny tickers this time.