waiting. waiting. oh, more waiting?
another two week wait is here. we did do a final insem on saturday night (thank you RM for giving us some goods despite your exhaustion). we think the sperms, in addition to all of us, were like ‘again? seriously?’
we believe that S ovulated on sunday, leaving a very good insem schedule behind: every night for 4 days leading up to the night before ovulation. it doesn’t get better than that. well, it would be better if we *knew* she ovulated. so we wait, and wait, and wait. we will find out when we are on our way to an out of town wedding. we will test from CD11 onward, which is in 10 days. i’m trying not to panic. when i imagine it no working i feel flattened, and when i imagine it working i feel terrified. good lord.