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cycle #23 June 12, 2007

Filed under: ttc — charlotte @ 10:33 pm

3 weeks 1 day past miscarriage and I have never been so looking forward to a period, which could still be a month away. So I’m busying myself with lists.

1. put away pregnancy books

2. put away baby clothes

3. put away baby blanket and gifts

4. click “delete all data” on FF pregnancy tracker

5. enter “miscarriage” into chart

6. unsubscribe from “your baby this week emails” (involving clicking a link to “remove this child’s information from your Family Profile”)

7. have a total meltdown

8. load all maternity clothes into a tub and get it out of the fucking house

Check, check and check. Looking forward to cycle #24.

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5 Responses to “cycle #23”

  1. j Says:

    I’m sorry all ttc related stuff sucks right now. It’s not fair, and well, you know, I just wanted to validate you on that.

  2. Calliope Says:

    lists are good. sometimes, on my worst days, just sitting down and making a list of all the things that piss me off or are upsetting me is oddly soothing. I have (to borrow J’s word) validation that this list of crap things certainly entitles me to be pissed off and angry at the Universe.
    I wish there was something that would make the period get here sooner.
    xoxo

  3. gypsygrrl Says:

    i dont have any words of real wisdom or likely comfort even… just wanted to you know i am out here thinking of you and sending much love to you in your grieving… we will hold you up for as long as you need us…

    (((((hugs)))))

  4. lagiulia Says:

    Still thinking of you and wishing you peace.

  5. missedconceptions Says:

    I found you through Artsweet’s blog and I have to say, only being 1w4d past miscarriage #2, that I can totally relate to your list and your need to want to start trying again ASAP.

    It just sucks, sucks, sucks. I am so sorry that so many people have to go through this horrific yuck.


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