i think i just have more crying to do. i did not cry much at all the last two weeks. i don’t want to now, but here it is. lots of crying.
especially lately, when i think about a) WTF and her perfect baby**, who she conceived the same month we started trying with Rocket Man or b) not being pregnant by december, which was our previous due date.
my heart hurts.
**this also makes me unbelievable happy