Do any of you secretly plan your “I’m pregnant” post in advance?
I do. It feels almost sinful…how dare I think such a thing. How dare I jinx such a thing.
But once in a while, when none of the pessimistic voices in my head are looking, I dream about this post. Sometimes it is short. Sometimes it is so short that it is just the picture of a postive HPT. Other times it is long and full of thank yous. Todays included a short bit about how I want everone to write a tiny paragraph to me in the comments, so I could have like 30 little reflections of my journey. It just made me cry, so I slapped those luxuriuos thoughts right out of my brain.
Always trying to protect myself. It never works.
S got an almost + OPK this morning. Tomorrow we go to WTF and Rocket Man’s house to “get ready” for a Monday ovulation.