I have some big news. No, nothing is decided yet, but there has been an interesting development. The Wife (who I now need a better nickname for, for the realz…you will see why in a bit) has arrived. We had dinner a few nights ago. No sperm talk. Everything feels normal. The Wife invites me to lunch today. And says…
“I found and read your entire blog”.
So I would like to send a “welcome” SHOUT OUT to The Wife.
She read the entire blog.
Was I shocked? Yes. Was I mad? No. Would I have read the entire thing in her position? Absolutely. But it is taking some adjustment time. To reset myself with the fact that she knows WAY more than I have told her.
It kinda freaks me out, but I reread the whole blog myself, and I have nothing to be embarrassed about. It is just my journey. And it is honest and even funny. I am actually surprised by how clearly I have written about some very difficult and complex issues. It was nice to reread it whilst not in the midst of all of the intense feelings I have gone through.
Hah! Well. There is still no sperm answer. They come over tonight for dinner. I will keep you posted on As the Sperm World Turns.
I have been honest and uncensored thus far, and don’t plan to change that.
P.S. I have had so much friendship drama (thank you for the comments and especially the fab emails) that I have been unable to focus on anything else for the last week. But it is over. More later.